Just a quick goodbye before I leave.
So yes, you can read the title again. It's not because of the people here, it's more of time management(gee, what a unique cause for struggle). I've understood that the purpose of this site is to showcase art; but alas, time and other teenage struggles that are often over-dramaticized have taken their toll.
As long as I'm still here, I'll still keep this charade up. Give it a week or two, then you'll see the slash throughout my alias. I'll warn with another journal before that happens.
If you want the bigger history, here it is as follows:
Art to me has consisted of trial and error, and lots of it. I am yet to artisanally craft my own style, and I am continually discouraged by the simple art of others that receives an exponentially larger amount of attention than mine. As well as that, but also school decisions: You understand I go to an art school, where I major in piano playing. However, I personally do not believe this to be my fortÚ, much to the surprise to my friends (I am Asian, after all). What I personally want to gain is a major in acting and musical theatre; but once again, the amount of talent-related necessities intimidates and discourages me (along with the "joking" discouragement of my friends). So, as long as these keep up, I really do not believe that my account here is of any beneficial value.
My current major in piano brings its own problems as well, including how my required repertoire is not at the necessary stages for performance, whereas everyone else's is borderline that area. Once again, talent-related discouragement.
Here's some more text to make it look like this journal is genuine.
Welp, congrats. You read this all! And you also realized that I'm kidding.
Good Night Everybody!